F-in ridiculous

Lost 21k in 2 days. So sick how the fish are just crushing me. I wish it was to bad play, but it's just sick how bad I've run in the last few days....

Full Tilt Poker Game #18964121237: Table Joliet (heads up) - $5/$10 - No Limit Hold'em - 15:28:36 ET - 2010/03/04
Seat 1: Shipitoverhere ($1,405.50)
Seat 2: fireitup87 ($1,901.50)
Shipitoverhere posts the small blind of $5
fireitup87 posts the big blind of $10
The button is in seat #1
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Shipitoverhere [Ah Ac]
Shipitoverhere raises to $30
fireitup87 raises to $111
Shipitoverhere has 15 seconds left to act
Shipitoverhere raises to $270
fireitup87 has 15 seconds left to act
fireitup87 raises to $1,901.50, and is all in
Shipitoverhere calls $1,135.50, and is all in
fireitup87 shows [Qd Qc]
Shipitoverhere shows [Ah Ac]
Uncalled bet of $496 returned to fireitup87
*** FLOP *** [9h 5s Qh]
*** TURN *** [9h 5s Qh] [Th]
*** RIVER *** [9h 5s Qh Th] [3c]
fireitup87 shows three of a kind, Queens
Shipitoverhere shows a pair of Aces
fireitup87 wins the pot ($2,810.50) with three of a kind, Queens

just f-in sickening how bad it is.
Full Tilt Poker Game #18964605204: Table Cocktail (heads up) - $5/$10 - No Limit Hold'em - 15:45:56 ET - 2010/03/04
Seat 1: Shipitoverhere ($1,991)
Seat 2: fireitup87 ($1,671)
Shipitoverhere posts the small blind of $5
fireitup87 posts the big blind of $10
The button is in seat #1
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Shipitoverhere [Ks 4s]
Shipitoverhere raises to $30
fireitup87 calls $20
*** FLOP *** [3c 2s 9s]
fireitup87 checks
Shipitoverhere bets $60
fireitup87 raises to $200
Shipitoverhere has 15 seconds left to act
Shipitoverhere raises to $540
fireitup87 has 15 seconds left to act
fireitup87 has requested TIME
fireitup87 raises to $1,641, and is all in
Shipitoverhere calls $1,101
fireitup87 shows [Qs 7s]
Shipitoverhere shows [Ks 4s]
*** TURN *** [3c 2s 9s] [Qh]
*** RIVER *** [3c 2s 9s Qh] [Ac]
fireitup87 shows a pair of Queens
Shipitoverhere shows Ace King high
fireitup87 wins the pot ($3,341.50) with a pair of Queens