lol cooleraments

Yesterday was brutal. I was down like 7K at one time, but got it back to -4K so that was okay I guess? Well no it's not okay to be a f-in loser, whatever. Anyway, my sessions have started out so poorly lately. It's like I sit down and instantly get stuck like 1 or 2K then grind it out. I'm generating good rakeback which is nice, but if I'm losing at the same time, that of course is bad. I played pretty good today and won like 2800 in cash games. I played the 50 (1 rebuy one add on) and ran pretty good, but it ended like this:

Full Tilt Poker Game #6891127628: $13,500 Guarantee (1r+1a) (51662399), Table 12 - 1400/2800 Ante 350 - No Limit Hold'em - 18:29:38 ET - 2008/06/19
Seat 7: MarMoss (262,994)
Seat 9: Shipitoverhere (137,506)
MarMoss antes 350
Shipitoverhere antes 350
Shipitoverhere posts the small blind of 1,400
MarMoss posts the big blind of 2,800
The button is in seat #9
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Shipitoverhere [3d 2d]
Shipitoverhere calls 1,400
MarMoss checks
Shipitoverhere: gl sir
*** FLOP *** [4c Qs 5d]
MarMoss has 15 seconds left to act
MarMoss bets 6,300
Shipitoverhere calls 6,300
*** TURN *** [4c Qs 5d] [6h]
MarMoss bets 14,000
Shipitoverhere raises to 36,400
MarMoss raises to 253,544, and is all in
Shipitoverhere calls 91,656, and is all in
MarMoss shows [7c 8h]
Shipitoverhere shows [3d 2d]
Uncalled bet of 125,488 returned to MarMoss
*** RIVER *** [4c Qs 5d 6h] [Js]
MarMoss shows a straight, Eight high
Shipitoverhere shows a straight, Six high
MarMoss wins the pot (275,012) with a straight, Eight high
Shipitoverhere: nice cooler

so I finish 2nd for 2565.00 or something gay like that. 1st was 4050.00. Just shows the big difference in winning and being the first loser. Oh well. So I'm +5300 today which is pretty good, but not that good considering I lost a lot yesterday. At least I'm unstuck for the week.