fuck shots

my 10th or 15th shot at 10.20 and i run like dogshit again. Fuck poker, fuck 10.20nl, fuck it all IMO. jeez, i get it in good and can't hold. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Full Tilt Poker Game #10323507660: Table Mice (heads up) - $10/$20 - No Limit Hold'em - 17:29:47 ET - 2009/01/29
Seat 1: DMaradona ($2,258.50)
Seat 2: Shipitoverhere ($2,208)
DMaradona posts the small blind of $10
Shipitoverhere posts the big blind of $20
The button is in seat #1
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Shipitoverhere [7c Ad]
DMaradona: play tomorrow
DMaradona: gg
DMaradona has 15 seconds left to act
DMaradona raises to $60
Shipitoverhere raises to $200
DMaradona calls $140
*** FLOP *** [2c 9d 3d]
Shipitoverhere: ok then
Shipitoverhere checks
DMaradona has 15 seconds left to act
DMaradona bets $250
Shipitoverhere calls $250
*** TURN *** [2c 9d 3d] [7s]
Shipitoverhere checks
DMaradona has 15 seconds left to act
DMaradona has requested TIME
DMaradona bets $600
Shipitoverhere raises to $1,758, and is all in
DMaradona calls $1,158
Shipitoverhere shows [7c Ad]
DMaradona shows [7d Jd]
*** RIVER *** [2c 9d 3d 7s] [4d]
Shipitoverhere shows a pair of Sevens
DMaradona shows a flush, Jack high
DMaradona wins the pot ($4,415.50) with a flush, Jack high
Shipitoverhere adds $2,000
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $4,416 | Rake $0.50
Board: [2c 9d 3d 7s 4d]
Seat 1: DMaradona (small blind) showed [7d Jd] and won ($4,415.50) with a flush, Jack high
Seat 2: Shipitoverhere (big blind) showed [7c Ad] and lost with a pair of Sevens

and the odds, obviously.

Holdem Hi: 44 enumerated boards containing 7s 2c 9d 3d
cards win %win lose %lose tie %tie EV
Jd 7d 11 25.00 33 75.00 0 0.00 0.250
7c Ad 33 75.00 11 25.00 0 0.00 0.750