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stuck 18K last 3 weeks it's atrocious... playing well just getting crapped on. I haven't uploaded any hands yet, but this is a prime example

Full Tilt Poker Game #7708453357: Heads Up Sit & Go (58629155), Table 1 - 15/30 - No Limit Hold'em - 0:49:51 ET - 2008/08/19
Seat 1: Shipitoverhere (1,655)
Seat 2: ashkii (1,345)
Shipitoverhere posts the small blind of 15
ashkii posts the big blind of 30
The button is in seat #1
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Shipitoverhere [As 3h]
Shipitoverhere raises to 90
ashkii calls 60
*** FLOP *** [3s 3c 8c]
ashkii checks
Shipitoverhere bets 120
ashkii calls 120
*** TURN *** [3s 3c 8c] [5d]
ashkii checks
Shipitoverhere bets 300
ashkii raises to 810
Shipitoverhere raises to 1,320
ashkii calls 325, and is all in
Shipitoverhere shows [As 3h]
ashkii shows [4d 3d]
Uncalled bet of 185 returned to Shipitoverhere
*** RIVER *** [3s 3c 8c 5d] [4c]
Shipitoverhere shows three of a kind, Threes
ashkii shows a full house, Threes full of Fours
ashkii wins the pot (2,690) with a full house, Threes full of Fours
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 2,690 | Rake 0
Board: [3s 3c 8c 5d 4c]
Seat 1: Shipitoverhere (small blind) showed [As 3h] and lost with three of a kind, Threes
Seat 2: ashkii (big blind) showed [4d 3d] and won (2,690) with a full house, Threes full of Fours

it's honestly depressing. I tried out 6 max again and got killed. not winning flips when it matters, etc.. I went deep in a few FTOPS events, but lost a 400K flip AK vs 1010 and lost another flip deep in another one. shrug. It's really depressing.... i'm really sad because i've lost like 40% of my bankroll within the last 2-3 months by playing well and just running awful. I've dropped down and I'm still running horrendous. Down like a gazillion. it's so depressing. did I mention it was depressing?

sad emo mover