running so horrible

this is just a quick example of how I'm running. It feels like everytime and I'm stuck 5K on full tilt this weekend. so sickening.

Full Tilt Poker Game #5666183216: $110 + $9 Sit & Go (Turbo) (43129347), Table 1 - 60/120 - No Limit Hold'em - 23:10:02 ET - 2008/03/16
Seat 1: GOLDENROSE (1,300)
Seat 2: Ethanac (3,370)
Seat 4: Shipitoverhere (1,235)
Seat 8: Kunkles_221 (4,515)
Seat 9: CantScareMEEE (3,080), is sitting out
Ethanac posts the small blind of 60
Shipitoverhere posts the big blind of 120
The button is in seat #1
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Shipitoverhere [Kc Ks]
Kunkles_221 raises to 360
CantScareMEEE folds
GOLDENROSE folds
Ethanac has 15 seconds left to act
Ethanac folds
Shipitoverhere raises to 1,235, and is all in
Kunkles_221 calls 875
Shipitoverhere shows [Kc Ks]
Kunkles_221 shows [Ah 9h]
*** FLOP *** [6d Jc 4h]
*** TURN *** [6d Jc 4h] [Th]
*** RIVER *** [6d Jc 4h Th] [Jh]
Shipitoverhere shows two pair, Kings and Jacks
Kunkles_221 shows a flush, Ace high
Kunkles_221 wins the pot (2,530) with a flush, Ace high
Shipitoverhere stands up
The blinds are now 80/160
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 2,530 | Rake 0
Board: [6d Jc 4h Th Jh]
Seat 1: GOLDENROSE (button) didn't bet (folded)
Seat 2: Ethanac (small blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 4: Shipitoverhere (big blind) showed [Kc Ks] and lost with two pair, Kings and Jacks
Seat 8: Kunkles_221 showed [Ah 9h] and won (2,530) with a flush, Ace high
Seat 9: CantScareMEEE didn't bet (folded)